I have NEVER liked storms. As a very young child, I was scared. As a teenager, I was scared. As an adult, I have been scared. Although, I have come a long way. Every now and then I will have found that I slept through a little bit of thunder and lightening, something that once upon a time would NEVER happen. I don't panic when they call for the BIG BOOMS and CRACKLING FLASHES OF LIGHT, anymore. I try my best to act nonchalant when facing a storm these days, because of my son. I'm afraid he takes a little bit after me in this department. :(
YES, I have come a long way...
BUT, then we will have a weekend like this one. The kind where EVERY weatherperson is declaring it to be one of the WORST weekends for STORMS, including HAIL, HEAVY RAIN AND FLOODING, STRONG WINDS AND TORNADOES.
As I have stated, my fear of the thunder and lightening has lightened up. As long as I am safe in my home or in another building, I'm fine. I guess you can say I've grown up a little and gotten through a BIG childhood fear. No, I now sleep fine. I am able to remain calm.
UNLESS, the word TORNADO is mentioned. Panic sets in on a very high setting. I KNOW WHAT THEY ARE CAPABLE OF, SEEN WHAT THEY ARE CAPABLE OF and basically I AM SCARED TO DEATH OF THE WINDY THINGS!!!
So guess who didn't sleep much last night? Guess who woke up and turned on the TV every time she heard a little thunder? Guess who was up at 5:00a.m. this morning tracking a tornado headed her way, only for the warning and rotating clouds to head 7 miles south of our little town? (Thank you, Lord!) Guess who went back to bed, when the warnings had pasted at 9:00a.m. and slept until 2:00p.m. this afternoon?
Yep, that would be me!
I'm sitting here at the computer, THANKFUL, for another escape from the raging storms outside. Praying for those in neighboring states, feeling the brunt of the storm that pasted my way earlier. On the TV, one reporter just announced damaged homes just across the River from our state. Scary stuff. In a matter of seconds the BIG BAD WOLF can BLOW A HOUSE AND HOME DOWN. In seconds...
As I left for work yesterday morning, the Lord knew my heart. HE knew that I was worried. HE knew that I knew storms were headed our way, and that my mommy heart was having a hard time letting her babies go to two different schools to wait for the raging winds to hit. HE knew I was worried about the hubby, who had been gone on a trip all week, who was driving across the state of Arkansas, possibly in bad weather. He knew that the responsibility I have to take care of my babies, all eight of them during storms that could go very wrong, scares the life out of me... HE KNEW I NEEDED TO BE REMINDED OF HIS PRESENCE THROUGHOUT THE DAY.
So, you know what song HE dedicated just for me on the radio yesterday morning? Oh, I know the DJ didn't personally say this "song goes out to Mich, from the Heavenly Father himself." But, I DO NOT believe it was an accident, that it was playing as I made my way to work. The good Lord was sending me a message LOUD AND CLEAR. He wanted me to know that what ever happened, HE WAS STILL THERE, STILL GOD, STILL IN CONTROL AND TOTALLY WORTHY OF MY PRAISE. Totally.
Truth is, that it doesn't have to be a physical storm that comes roaring our way, for God to care. He is there for us through every storm in life. Sickness, broken hearts, financial problems, death of a loved one, even dealing with the "mean kids" at school. He is there and ALWAYS WORTHY OF MY PRAISE.
So, as I'm sitting here, reminded of all the storms of the past, that the Lord as seen me through, I'm praying that He will help me to continue to "grow up" in His WORD, His LOVE and KNOW His PERFECT PEACE, so that I can remain calm when in the eye of the storms, this world will constantly throw my way. May, I let Him help me build a safety net of HIS BRICKS (surrounding my heart and home in prayer and His word), so the BIG BAD WOLF can't blow me and mine down within seconds.
Want to know what song was playing?
Here is praying that you will find reasons to PRAISE HIM in your storms of life. And if you are going through a weekend of rough weather like I was, I'm praying for you and HIS PERFECT PEACE.
Blessings and prayers...
11 comments:
I cannot tell you Mich how many times I have either sat at the computer with a Kleenex over my eyes (because I was bawling so hard) or standing at my kitchen window with a dish towel over my eyes (because I was crying again) while this song played in the back ground. I have woken up in the mornings to this song playing within my spirit. This song actually has been my 'anthem' song these last almost 20 months....
God IS good!! I WILL praise You in this storm!!
I really love that song!! One of my faves! So glad you're all okay. We don't have alot of tornadoes this far south, but the hurricanes bring out the panic in me.
let's just say that after every storm there is calmness that we will never truly appreciate if we haven't braved the storms in our lives.good luck!
I love that song! God is so good! He cares so much about every detail of our lives.
I hate the storms too. But sometimes they are needed. Huh? I love that song. Glad everyone is OK>
I love that song! Such powerful lyrics.
We're possibly going to be facing storms today here. Great reminder for me today as well. God knows all our fears. God is there. God is holding us and for that I am so thankful.
I hate storms too, especially when I am alone. Michael drives ALOT for his job often in bad weather and I worry so much about him. I truly know how you feel. I love that song, as I know how much comfort it can bring to a worried heart!
We had our own tornado scare tonight. Thankfully, it's passed us by, but not without causing us pause in our spirits. Now about those other types of tornadoes that blow in from time to time to shake up our world...
I could write about those from a personal perspective. I've lived them; thankfully, made it through them, but not without some shakin' to my faith.
Hang in there, friend. We'll make it though together.
peace~elaine
I have to say I had a really bad situation happen with a parent who was mad at me this week. It lasted 3 days.
I don't remember songs real well, but I prayed and prayed and recited any scripture I could remember. I sang old songs I could remember, but this song certainly hit the spot for me.
Thanks, Have a great week and remember to be still and know that He is God & He will walk you through every situation.
Nannette
Those storms were definitely nasty. So gald taht y'all are safe and sound.
Love that song.
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